It was a gloomy night, everyone had a hard time on that day. He had arrived late, and it was TOO late, she died, and so do her baby. Helding my grandma's wrinkled hand, i cursed him beneath my breath. Two words kept repeating in my mind, she's dead. The screaming and shouting before was no where to be heard, and don't even think about the baby, it died terribly. The poor little thing got stuck, and it died. Both of them died. She called him, but he never answered. She missed him, but he never remembered her. She needed him, but he was never there.

The doctors cover her smooth white face with the white cotton cloth, and looked down in dissapointment. Everyone was crying, except me. I was so shocked that my eyes dried up. He kneeled and cried, he screamed her name and apologized for millions of time. But i'm sure she'll never forgive him. The body was cold. I held her face, and hugged her and everyone did the same including him.From then on, I will never forgive him, and never will.
Here i am, sitting in front of my computer, holding my breath controlling the anger struggling inside me. I calm myself down, and keep it inside. Hating every minute of waiting, and hating her even more. She's the reason why my friends drift away, she's the reason why I'm a loner, and she's the reason for my death.

I know she loves me, but i feel otherwise. I appreciate her job and all, but she paid it back with ignorance. It's because of her i learn to hate, it's because of her that a scissor is beside me now, waiting to be use to drift all the pain and anger.


My friends and Tony are the only people who can stop me. They are the one who i love the most, they are the one who i care for. But now, you pull them away with your selfish conclusion and ignorant attitude. You accused me of being obsessed by a demon, when i said that you're a racist. You always think they are trash, but in front of them you smiled. You kept saying that your life sucks, but for yours is not. You always thought that the world revolves around you, but guess what it don't.

I never keep grudges, and i live to make peace. So be happy i will not continue this.. cause the waiting had ended.

It was a gloomy night, everyone had a hard time on that day. He had arrived late, and it was TOO late, she died, and so do her baby. Helding my grandma's wrinkled hand, i cursed him beneath my breath. Two words kept repeating in my mind, she's dead. The screaming and shouting before was no where to be heard, and don't even think about the baby, it died terribly. The poor little thing got stuck, and it died. Both of them died. She called him, but he never answered. She missed him, but he never remembered her. She needed him, but he was never there.

The doctors cover her smooth white face with the white cotton cloth, and looked down in dissapointment. Everyone was crying, except me. I was so shocked that my eyes dried up. He kneeled and cried, he screamed her name and apologized for millions of time. But i'm sure she'll never forgive him. The body was cold. I held her face, and hugged her and everyone did the same including him.From then on, I will never forgive him, and never will.
Here i am, sitting in front of my computer, holding my breath controlling the anger struggling inside me. I calm myself down, and keep it inside. Hating every minute of waiting, and hating her even more. She's the reason why my friends drift away, she's the reason why I'm a loner, and she's the reason for my death.

I know she loves me, but i feel otherwise. I appreciate her job and all, but she paid it back with ignorance. It's because of her i learn to hate, it's because of her that a scissor is beside me now, waiting to be use to drift all the pain and anger.


My friends and Tony are the only people who can stop me. They are the one who i love the most, they are the one who i care for. But now, you pull them away with your selfish conclusion and ignorant attitude. You accused me of being obsessed by a demon, when i said that you're a racist. You always think they are trash, but in front of them you smiled. You kept saying that your life sucks, but for yours is not. You always thought that the world revolves around you, but guess what it don't.

I never keep grudges, and i live to make peace. So be happy i will not continue this.. cause the waiting had ended.

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