The life of an Angel in disguise

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2009-01-31T21:25:00.000-08:00

Video plg aneh dah bwt gw wakakakakakkaak...
watch people =D

2008-11-27T10:07:00.000-08:00

ok....I'VE BEEN SOO CRAZY WITH BIG BANG LATELY... a korean band btw...that i can't stop saying B TO THE I TO THE G TO THE BANG BANG!!! LOLS anyway, Big Bang is a korean hip hop band. Their song is INCREDIBLY GOOD and also their english is sooo perfect, well better than most korean singer i think. Yet, i still dunno why they're not famous here nor in America. And they didn't even sell their album here. WTF. But anyway, here;s a video of them dancing..and as you can see...their song is also in this blog. So yea, here's 2 video of my lophly big bang!! one is dancing...and the other one is one of the Music video they do. For the second video, wait. The intro is too long...and the song for the intro is...really bad. So yea...BUT IT'S COOL...so, WATCH IT PEOPLE WKWKWKWK

Their Music Video:

...ohh and one more...i got hooked again with WONDERGIRLS!! the song Tell me is stuck in my head once more @_@'' and i've been planning to this dance. So yea...Here it is...ENJOY!!

Peace!!
B TO THE I TO THE G TO THE BANG BANG

2008-09-29T05:38:00.001-07:00

I was bored the whole day so i decided to watch tv. Around noon, i think, i came across with SCRUBS. A funny series about doctors in Star World. It is like Grey's Anatomy, but instead of being serius, it is comical. Well anyway, i came across that a scene in that show and i cracked up. It was so hilarious yet ridiculous at the same time.

Anyway, here's the video of the scene, enjoy^^:

credits to: jtye01

2008-09-14T08:01:00.000-07:00

I was at chu's house today.
We watched step up one.
And got hooked with the dancing.
So, chu convinced me to do this video.
Viewer discreation advised.
=-='''

ENJOY!!! XD

2008-08-28T11:33:00.000-07:00

today...was pretty boring, and i still have a lot of japanese homework. The class is pretty okay...but then still...it's kinda pretty fast you know...so many stuff @_@ damn.
Oh btw...i've been in LOVE with this song when i came accross with it in Imeem.

Here's the vid: quite explict(a.k.a pornish)...but yea good techno song.

i've been listening to this song like 4 hours ago wkwkwkw^^

2008-08-26T22:45:00.000-07:00

TODAY...was boring...
YESTERDAY...was boring too..
AFTER the day i went with bete and chu to artha gading(for more info check bete's profile)
EVERYTHING is boring...seriusly man...i have nothing else to do.

Well initially i'm supposed to meet my boyfriend today...but guess what? he got too tired that he decided to meet tommorow. Not that i don't care about him or whatever...just kinda annoying you know...this is the second time this week. Damn. So basicly i have nothing to do right now.

Well i have japanese homework...but..i'm just way too bored. I wish bete would come here and give me the desperate housewives dvd though...i really want to watch them >,< damn..

Anyway...Audition have been patched! and this time i LOVE nearly all songs for the september patch. My favourite is Haddaway what is love. It's like an old song...but i enjoyed it very very much. Oh and yesterday, i watched private practice and ugly betty. Damn...i love those shows!! too bad i had miss lots of episodes due to the fact that i didn't even know when it was aired. But now...it's too late..it was the last episode for the first season of private practice. I can just watch it online though...but kinda lazy. So yea.

I missed bete..i missed chu..and i missed everyone T_T especially nophie...i can't wait to go to artha gading again...XDD

2008-08-12T00:10:00.000-07:00

Second part baby! XD

After we reached my house, i decided to take her swimming. Yes, swimming. And no i can't swim. And yesh my fat will and DID bobble everywhere. =-= But, despite all that, i still go swimming. Maybe this sudden craze i crave probably came when i went swimming with novi. The feel of the water touching your skin, and coldness that sting your body like a needle. It all gave me a sense of enjoyment.

I gave Bete my mom's swimsuite and i wear mine. And off we go!

First we went to the MORE PRIVATE and deeper swimming pool, and guess what, we have to move away for it is too deep and i was scared. T_T (yesh udon laugh, laugh all u want, but remember i CAN SWIM and u can't! aha aha ahahaha~) So we went to this wider and crowder swimming pool. This was where the fun began. Oh and before that, due to my embarassement for my thigh is way too big, i took my boxer and wear it underwater. =-= damn i nearly fall!

Yes, that's me =-=, before i used my pants(see that blue thingy in front, yesh that's the pants XD)

Anyway, at first, we were joking around and i suggested that we play sumo water. yesh sumo water. i dunno where i got that idea from but we didn't do it anyway, cause we didn't know how. However, it was still fun. Many stuff occured, and i wish that i would have bring a waterproof camera with me. T_T

Things that occured(too lazy to put it in paragraph format):

i can't hardly swim(although it was cetek) as when i swim i breathe with my nose, not my mouth, so instead i call my maid to bring me papan berenang.
Bete was trying to grab my ass and she did so i accidentaly hit the board to her head. HARD.
We were swimming(or walking/skipping/sliding/floating wtv u called it) back and forth as there was this group of guys that i was embarassed about.
WE NEARLY CRASHED A PERSON!
There was this guy beside our place who is in the same group with the other teenage boy. Bete just realised that THEIR stuff are beside ours and i loudly said. "loe buta ya, tuh org ada di sebelah kta dari tadi, memec." Yesh, i said that out loud. T.T
Ok Last but not least, i created few new swimming technique from sex position. (yes, i am a freak ladies and gentlemen =-=) like "doggy style", "missionary style", and 69. Maybe i'll add some pictures later...i dunno, maybe.

After a while of another "doggy style" swimming. We decided it was time to go out. And seriusly all the muscles in my body hurt like shit =-= damn!

(NOTE: the doggy style swimming i mentioned above, it's not like the one that people do when they have sex. But, it's just the way how the dog swims. I just called it doggy style. LOL xD)

This is how it looks like. Just in case u guys don't believe me =-=

2008-08-11T23:20:00.001-07:00

YESTERDAY....was hectic(a long one so i'm going to divide it into two)

It started with nice morning/afternoon(slept at 5 wake up at 12ish) as i wake up from my very very weirf dream. Which i'm not going to tell due to preserve innocent amongst us readers.(example of people with such innocence that might be ruined: Udon)

Anyway, as i was saying. I was up earlier than i was before due to the fact that Rachel and Bete are coming! (and maybe oce, who was supposed to be here few hours ago =-=) So, just like any other busy day, i went out and asked my mom money, for iwas planning to watch step up 2 with them.

Yesh people, i was scolded =-=. Damn. She said that i spent too much and i have no track of my spending. DUDE...I HAVE NOTHING TO DO... what do you expect? be a jablay and sell myself? =-= yea right like anyone would want to buy me for even a cent. Gosh! i was so annoyed! but, thankfully she did give me 30k enough for me to watch wkwkwkw.

Anyways, few minutes/hours later bete called and she was coming up. I hanged up the phone and my heart skip in joy. We looked at friendster for a while and decided to go down for lunch. I asked my grandma 50 and off we go. We ate gokanna, baskin robbin and go watch the movie. And yesh, rachel was not able to come due to a reason(which i have forgotten =-=). Oh and we played initial D and MT too. Dang! i hate those freaking fucking steering wheel. I beat bete in all and got beaten by the computer twice T_T.

The movie was AWESOME. THE GIRL WAS SO HOT! DAMN! THOSE GORGEOUS STOMACH AAAAA @_@ (yesh people i think i'm turning gay...help? T.T) oh oh and the dance move WAS SO FREAKING AWESOME! DAMN! i'll definetely watch it again!

Despite of the coldness of the theater we went out in one piece! damn, if i stayed there for another hour, i could die @_@.

Anyway, here's more about the movie! yay!!

Step Up 2 : The Streets

THE FILM WAS RAD! OMG OMG OMG OMG! my lungs can't stop screaming for the dance moves was so damn hot! I was literally mesmerized by every step they take and how the story goes. Though, the storyline was indeed quite typical, yet it delivers perfectly. I will definetly watch it again.

One last thing, the main character Andie West(who is played by Briana Evigan) kinda look like Wulan Guritno in my opinion.

2008-08-08T10:54:00.000-07:00

okay, something interesting just occured. There will be no pics for this post so people with bad eye sight, be prepared. Anyway, here goes.

It's nearly 11:55 when i start to get bored with the audition playing room i was in. Suddenly this senior dancer went in. He didn't cought my eye, seriusly his character pretty much only have cheap stuff on it. Anyway, after 2 gameplays he started to whisper me. I was not really bothered though(cause this happens alot when u have no couple =-=). He told me his name and asked mine. After few casual conversation, he invited me to go to his room.

So, i went. He told me about his Ex-couple and how he already bought the ticket but he just got dumped right after that. We exchanged few experiences with BAD couple and was quite a match. Later, i just found out that he was just another "okit" and my interest level just deteriorated.

Anyway, after that casual talk, he start flirting. The flirting was kinda okay, cause this happens alot so i don't mind. UNTIL, the tide of the conversation changed. Here's a remake of what he had said:

xxxxx : heheheh makanan yg aq lempar aq ksh obat tdur loh
me : wew kok dikasih obat kk....ampoon!!!...
xxxxx : mumpung dah bobo aq cium2 ah..atas dan bawah
me : wkwkwkwk ampoooon...(i was laughing so hard XDD)
xxxxx : ah ah ah ah
xxxxx : uh huh uh uh uh
xxxxx : ihhh...ngaceng neh saia
me : wew saia jga...wkwkwkwkwkw
xxxxx : mkin panjang neh..akkhhh~
me : kyk tiang bendera ya kk? saia pnya jga neh berdiri terus wkwkwkw
xxxxx : aaaaaa pgn bawahnya kmu~
xxxxx : mau ntodddd!!!
xxxxx : mau masukin!!!
me : wew bawahnya aj sama gimana bsa masuk kk? wkwkwkwk
xxxxx : ANJING GWE DI-HODE IN!
xxxxx : MEMEQ
xxxxx : UDA 3 KALI NEH!
xxxxx : KNTOL!
me : ......
(he went out of the room)
(i was laughing so hard i can't hardly breath!! XDD)

Yes all audition players who are girls, these are the types of people that you might find at night. So peeps, just incase u get bored and they start to hit under your pants online, do what i did. Trust me, you'll get the last laugh. LOL

Peace~

2008-08-07T06:16:00.000-07:00

My Audition Momments

*drumrolls*

me getting 800k score for the first time ~.~

Gwe dapet FM 150BPM for dynamic 8

my sexy char from behind xDD

my sexy char from the front

me with my perfect combo X5

Yesh people i've been playing audition for nearly a year and this is the only skill i get. Life is sad. Yet i improved though from weeks to weeks. I'll post another video of my gameplay(considering how much free time i have now =-=) so yea. Stay tuned, and udon pls be nice T_T

yay!!

2008-07-13T07:58:00.000-07:00

At exactly 10:00pm Friday 11 of july i finished my lvl 20 license!! yay!! XDD i did it only once @_@ which for my level of skill is a miracle =-= (for more info asked udon) so yea...as i was sooo happy..that i nearly failed but thankfully the space bar was being nice to me =] anyway here's the vid: ^^V

oh and there's a char that i played with one time and he's awesome @_@ well better than me though. Full Chance lvl 6 @_@ goddamn it! anyway..i love the score so much that i saved his gameplay. I'll post it later^^V

~.~

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2008-07-04T20:27:00.000-07:00

Yesterday at exactly 10:00 pm i watch the Victoria Fashion Show 2007 in star world. It was great! my mouth was gaping the whole freakin show and it seems everytime i closed it, my jaw drops again. (omg..am i turning gay like chu? O_O'')

Anyway, although it was fantastic as will.i.am and Spice girls were there, BUT i admit it was not as good when all the famous supermodels were there. I think, for me at least, it starts to deterioate after 2005. I dunno maybe because of the song that i didn't really like.

Anyway, here's some pics of my favourite outifit for 2007 xD:

But personally i still like the 2005 better for tyra banks, and gisele bunchen is still there.

gisele bunchen in 2005 and 2006:

(for tyra you can see it in the vid below =D)

T_T here's a vid of the 2005 fashion show with my fav song on it XD (yesh another fav song lols XD)

Enjoy XD :

Song: Audio Bullys feat. Nacy Sinatra - Shot You Down
Credits to: coldvic

lalalalala~

2008-07-02T21:33:00.000-07:00

MY COMPUTER'S IS OUT OF ORDER RIGHT NOW!!! GRAGH T_T

Well, it did not necessarily broke though =-= it's just that the wiring thingy used for the cpu is used by my bro for HIS NEW PENTIUM. (get what i mean? me neither =-=)

OKAY...so basicly i'm bored..using my bro's com with his aw so awsome looking CPU T_T
oh i did got a chance of playing audition yesterdah though. And guess what, i broke another record!! XD

Dynamic 4 145Bpm score: 612k [XDD]

i still can't use chance though T_T so yea...BUMMER.

anyway, the new patch of audition is quite ok. Different than what i expected though. But hey! i found another song that i love!! XDD

here's the vid enjoy =D:

note: there's no real MV for this song so yea..this is all i can offer XP
(credits to: daasia

.....

2008-07-01T09:38:00.000-07:00

it was 11:38 pm. She sighed as music filled her ears.
"It's too loud dear." her voice whispered in her head.
She still feel her presence. She still smells the sweet apple perfume she used to use.
She was alone. Well, it's not like i've never been like this before. She thought to herself.

The night stayed. Light remained hidden. Peeking through the cracks of the wall, slight glimmer of the stars shed her some hope. Though little, it still meant something for her. Leaning against the croocked chipped door she sighed again. Exhaustion was on it;s peak and she could hardly hear herself breath. And there she laid. Reminicing the memory she had left. The beautiful maiden of the Osterdam family.

RE: The Words of An Atheist

2007-07-13T08:27:00.000-07:00

First of all, this is a respond to Chu's post "The Words of An Atheist" . Ok first of all, to remind all the people who are reading this now, different people have different opinions. So if you guys are preparing a hate mail attack, please refrain yourself.

Ok, first i am actually an atheist, but i was forced to be in a religion which i think is the best from other religions because it doesn't require you to do alot of things. I don't think i am the only one, like for example Chu herself, everytime she said to her family members that she's an atheist they would go and say, "You cannot be an atheist." Her case was exactly like me, when i told it to my parents, they said that she's a bad person for not believeing in God.
Now my question is that, how can not believing in God is a sin? i am so sick and tired of people telling people like her and me to believe in God they worship so much.

Ok, because she explain that in her post, i'll talk about something else then. You know, i have realised something, actually alot of Christians or Catholics are actually fanatics. (don't get offended this is just an opinion) When we talk about atheism in front of them, they tend to get angry, disapprove and trying to make us believe that God exist. Do you think forcing someone to believe something they don't is a deed? and i have also come to realise this, people who are extremely religious have something wrong with them. For example, my bro, he's religious and smart, but he disagree for the fact that man are mammals. Two, a girl in my class, she's very religious but how she act is not considered as good in the religious way. I know this is probably how they were raised and stuff, but you know sometimes when you are too dependant in God, you will lose your common sense and logic. But so you know atheist people doesn't mean they hate God, sometimes they just don't believe the god the religions are worshiping now. (just like me and chu)

ah you know what, i'll just stop, i prefer you read chu's blog instead that you reading this crap i am talking about. Because you know, i am not officially an atheist due to my parents demand, but yea if i come up with a continuation for this, i'll post it again.

=^^ V

a come back?

2007-04-23T08:38:00.000-07:00

Out of boredom as usual, i think that i will make another post. And yes, we all know that it's been quite a while i didn't write anything in this website. There are no particular reasons, it's just that i'm lazy. Anyway, let's start off with a journal entry shall we?

Today, was magnificently amazingly incredibly unbelievably boring. A very grey morning i had, and of course the pain will not be complete withiut 2 periods of BIO. We learn a new chapter today. Bete was not there and miraculously i was paying attention to every word Ms Anna pronounced. (yay me! XDD)

Then it passed on to the dreadful math class. The laziness vibe across the room were dancing happily as Mr Kong wrote the question numbers of the textbook that we are required to do. With slight headache i sighed at the sight of my textbook. Then, the unwanted being appeared and violently swallowed my head(not litterally).

He scream, shout, screech, and that repulsive laugh of his almost burst the vessels in my brain. Yes, the monster was Angga. As authistic he could be, he goes on screaming, laughing ALL DAY LONG. Cursing him beneath my breath, i tried my best to concentrate, but i failed. By chemistry class i'm all worn out. Cursing is the only thing i could do at that time, as fighting back give me no advantage. Now, the pain still remains. And deep down in my hypothalamus i wish him death.

yay!! i'm bored!! XDD

2006-12-05T07:01:00.000-08:00

Wee...i'm bored!! T_T tommorow is chemistry exam..and guess what? i haven't study and have no intention to XDD.. yays for laziness!!! -__-''

Well today is a day off from exam for me, it was good but then change to boring. I was sooo bored that all i can do was to stuff myself with food..-__-'' oh yea.. i played computer too for a few hours. As i was soooo bored, and full, i decided to watch "Way of blue sky" i borrowed from Chu yesterday. It is a japanese movies, and i thought it was good just like the other movies i watch. But i was wrong, the movie was very boring!!! my gosh!! At first.. i did not understand some, so i thought oh well maybe i'll understand in the middle. But guess what? NO!! up until now, i still don't understand what's the point of the story!?!?!? the story was only that five girls in love with one guy in a week. -__-'' what so great about it? i wonder. But in a way, i do understand it a bit. And guess what, it got subtitles! so there no reason for me not to understand what the heck they are saying. Ok back to the point. the stroy was boring, and theres no climax. Well that's my opinion don't know about you guys.

Well guess that's all..i need to study for my tests unfortunately.. -__-''

He was never there

2006-11-27T03:39:00.000-08:00

It was a gloomy night, everyone had a hard time on that day. He had arrived late, and it was TOO late, she died, and so do her baby. Helding my grandma's wrinkled hand, i cursed him beneath my breath. Two words kept repeating in my mind, she's dead. The screaming and shouting before was no where to be heard, and don't even think about the baby, it died terribly. The poor little thing got stuck, and it died. Both of them died. She called him, but he never answered. She missed him, but he never remembered her. She needed him, but he was never there.

The doctors cover her smooth white face with the white cotton cloth, and looked down in dissapointment. Everyone was crying, except me. I was so shocked that my eyes dried up. He kneeled and cried, he screamed her name and apologized for millions of time. But i'm sure she'll never forgive him. The body was cold. I held her face, and hugged her and everyone did the same including him.From then on, I will never forgive him, and never will.

She's the reason of my death...

2006-11-27T03:27:00.000-08:00

Here i am, sitting in front of my computer, holding my breath controlling the anger struggling inside me. I calm myself down, and keep it inside. Hating every minute of waiting, and hating her even more. She's the reason why my friends drift away, she's the reason why I'm a loner, and she's the reason for my death.

I know she loves me, but i feel otherwise. I appreciate her job and all, but she paid it back with ignorance. It's because of her i learn to hate, it's because of her that a scissor is beside me now, waiting to be use to drift all the pain and anger.

My friends and Tony are the only people who can stop me. They are the one who i love the most, they are the one who i care for. But now, you pull them away with your selfish conclusion and ignorant attitude. You accused me of being obsessed by a demon, when i said that you're a racist. You always think they are trash, but in front of them you smiled. You kept saying that your life sucks, but for yours is not. You always thought that the world revolves around you, but guess what it don't.

I never keep grudges, and i live to make peace. So be happy i will not continue this.. cause the waiting had ended.